Our Sweet Pillow Endearments

Under the yellow dimmed lights,
You gently whisper,
"It's not one-sided love."

I am stoned.
Thoughts overflow.
A slight smile emerged.
Knowing that after a very long time
I can finally feel how it's like to be unbroken

But then you continue,
"But I have feelings for her too."

Now I know for certain,
There's one thing differs us;
You believe in love
And I don't.
Not anymore.